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Wednesday, October 8, 2008

In progress...

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I did some thinking which I see that our church is not really doing anything about. How to help the poor and how to help the helpless. Are we not sensitive enough about our surroundings that we no longer see the importance of helping people without recognitions (for the (direct translation) The Very Respected) or we have too many problems to help other people? Hmmm...something to think about i believe. I dont think our problem will ever fade or if it does...trust me some brand new probs will come and we will be back at square 1 again. So if this goes in circle we all know that there will be no room in the circle of our life to help other people. So the moral of the story is....mind your own business and u can be my friend by knowing my name and thats it. I dont want to know your problems....but hy..if u have party dont forget to invite me. Believe it or not?

Rachel, dont be ridiculous. That is not true. We want to know their problems. We want to cry and also laugh with them. We want to uphold them in prayers. We want to pray together with them. 

If prayer can solve all of the problems....geeezzz....why dont we all stop working and start praying for money? Money can solve all the problems. You dont believe me? Lets see....people said, we work to live to earn money...why? coz if there's no money you wont feel happy not having your needs and wants met. Why is there wars? GREED! POWER! AUTHORITY! and then behind all this MONEY! Lets see.....who would you listen too? A small boy saying that he left the key in the car and the big brother look around and found nothing?....................................I was in the situation before. And im in the process of learning not to judge people by their age, knowledge, status and stuff. I choose to believe the little boy and asked the other boy to find properly in the car. And he found it. Guess what the big people did in the process? Scolded the little boy like anything and yada yada....but when its provent that the key was in the car, nobody said sorry. HA HA HA....see how a hippotamus can an adult be when they look at things. Anyhoot, back to money. Oh well I believe we are all convince that money is super important in our life. We all need money to survive....we dont say we want money to survive... :D its a NEED. and NEED and want is different. Need=you'll die without it. Want=you'll still live without it. And dont go and yell at me saying that RACHEL! you devil spokesperson. MONEY IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL you stupid woman! bla bla bla.....if so, i suggest you to read your bible again. :P it says...the LOVE of money is the root of all evil.....so why blame the money????? Its ur heart that love the money that you should be blaming....so is my speech on money.

Lets go back to praying for the needy. I have a friend. He needs to pay his house rent badly. And have no money for that. What do you do? Ahahaha...i will pray for that person..what do you say to God? Well I said something like this. God i pray that you will bless this person. I pray that he will have the money to pay his rent. Coz if he dont, he wont have any house to live in. Send someone to help him Lord. Thank you for loving us Lord. Thank you for providing all the needs of your people. KABOOOM....he got the cash to pay the house? NOPE. He didnt. so what did i do? Pray again. Same prayer but i emphasize to God on the part Send someone to help him

Well it basically didnt work. My prayer wasnt answer. Wonder why...oh guess what I ate the whole week? McDonalds, Pizza, KFC. Geeezzz...

So, why cant we be that SOMEONE? Why is it always, other people in our mind? Why not say, I'll help him. Il give him some money. Why not get your hand dirty? God got his hand dirty when he created us. I like to imagine that he build us using his hand..LOL...u know our kid imagination...using the tanah liat...imagine if he did that...wow...God would have been VERY dirty....oh and dont forget, he put his breathe in us too....weeeee...now God, you can never run away from me...my probs is yours too....ahahahahahaha.....Imagine how many of us here he have to deal with? But Rachel, He is God. Do we look like we are God to be able to do that? Well you def are not God....ahahahaha....Thank God. But i dont think you need to be God to help 1 person that you know who is in trouble. :) If you have problems in helping that one person who is in trouble, what are your other friends for? Hy Jon, I have a friend who cant pay his house rent for this month. Is it ok, for both of us to chip in to help him out? Its RM200. Jon said: Ok. But I can only give RM50. Rach: Ok. no prob. That will help alot. I have RM100 here. Rach: Hy Randy, I have a friend who need help to pay his rent. We are chipping in to help him. If you have some loose cash, can you help too? Randy: I wish I could but i need to pay for my school exam fee...But i can ask from a friend. give me a sec. Randy: hy celine, Rach is collecting some money for a friend to help him pay his rent. Wondering if you can help. Celine: Oh sure. I have RM50 here. Problem SOLVE! Much effective than just praying eh? wow. (Please....I love praying. I believe in the power of prayer) But sometimes there are different ways to get our prayers answered I believe. :) So Rachel, everyone need money. Are we going to donate to them? What if they tipu us? Well, tipu is a different case. Why would you want to donate to people whom you know who is cheating? So what do you do? Talk to that person lor. Confront that person. Basically the point made is, help who you can. :) Be sensitive to others need. Be that someone. Dont be scared to see people are doing well than us. Or receiving more than us. I know a real scenario (u wont believe if i say where). The money is collected for certain people, and when they counted the money and divided the amount for the certain people, it was alot!! And guess what did they did? They set a standard and give out RM500 ONLY!!! each to the certain people. What do we call this kinda act? Why are we scared to see others receiving alot? tsk tsk tsk.... Oh and now that we see instead of doing things alone....we can do it together....share the RM200....if we have 20 people willing to help..then only wat? rm10 each ma....so RM200 dont seem to much after all eh? STOP DOING THINGS ALONE! DO IT TOGETHER!

I have something in mind in fact. But let me gather some..or at least let me construct my thoughts so that when i proposed it out you will understand. Well let me know your opinions on helping people. And its true our church is not doing anything about this besides having more and more fund raising for ITSELF!...and please dont only start to do offering when people die. Now that it is put that way, it sounded sick eh? Lets not be bothered to look so far for now.....just look at our own church members. On how to help them. Which church members? The widows...the kids who have no father and mother, single parent stuff like that. :) If no one is initiating anything, why dont we?

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Hot hot hot

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Dont you all feel hot nowadays? The weather is like so hot....gosh..im hot....arent u hot? I saw this hot dude the other day....man he was hot....made everything look hotter when i saw this fire burning hot. oh and oh oh oh....... this is what everyone should write to avoid from being critised...am i hot or smart? ROFL! so hot so hot so hot.....hot hot hot....

Monday, September 8, 2008

Travelling To Medan

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It is the second day i am in Medan, Indonesia. I will write a full updates on my 2nd day here maybe later tonight. And maybe the 1st day too.


6th Sept - My flight from Myy was at 9.40pm. But it was delayed to 10.30pm! I was so scared that the flight got cancelled or something. It was also raining at that time. So yea i was scared and my flight the next day to Medan was at 8.20am! But thank God we manage to reach KUL at 12.45am! LOL. yea...so Chris and I slept at the LCCT(Low Cost Carrier Terminal) There was ALOT of people at the LCCT. People sleeping on the floor on the benches and also chair. They have Coffee Bean and also McDonald which opens 24-7 so some slept there on the chair or was just spending their time reading. Was interesting to see. People from different races, countries and all sort of different kind of people. So we find place to sleep and found 3 chairs so just make ourselves comfy and lay our head and sleep. The time was sooooo slow....it was like it never changed. LOL. We slept and woke up as it was soooooo coldddddd.....

7th Sept - Our flight from KL was at 8.20am. We boarded the plane and it was less than an hour flight. We departed at 8.20am and we arrive at 8.15am! ahahahaha...time different was 1 hour. It was a good experience. We reach the airport. It was an old airport. Really old one. It didnt look like an International Airport at all. But there were LOTs of people there. One interesting thing that I saw was...it was cute and also scary.

Well, now that I am back, the trip in conclusion WAS AWESOME!!!! I didnt want to come back! OMG! The Lake Toba was NICE! rach_rayz@hotmail.com that is my facebook email add. Add me to see photos at the Danao Toba. The Lake was awesome! It was beautiful! You feel like staying there forever! The hotel that was given to us was amazing by itself. The view from the hotel that they give me and my friend was FANTASTIC! There was a big very spacy, I mean SPACY....like padang or something in front of my room. And my room was on the top floor. So it was really nice! So from there it was just the lake that you can see. It was breath taking. I was at awe. I woke up at 6.30am every morning...yes. EVERY morning just to see the view of the lake.! There are moments when I see that it is so beautiful my tears just feel like falling down. It was really nice. There were so many places to go but we only managed a few. We when to the museum and stuff, basically cultural stuff. The food was cheap and the hotel was cheap as well. The Lake was amazing and whoever studied geography and learn about the Lake Toba should go and see it for yourself. It would be an experience of a life time! arrggghhhh.... I want to go back. All this make me thing of why am I where I am sitting again? ahahaha....Cambodia here I come. Anyone want to join me are all welcome.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Have some Kit Kat

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Jon and I just got back from our trip to KL. After so long working at last I had my break. It was a great time that we both spent with each other. Everyone should be going for vacation to just relax their head once in a while...
So the 1st day we arrived, it was at midnight. So we waited for my cousin and she picked us up from the airport with her hubby. They live in an apartment in SunWay just 15minutes walk from Sunway Pyramid. And they have a swimming pool at the apartment and Jon and i went swimming at night in the pool after a long day in town shopping. So when we arrive we both tapau McDonald's. We wanted to tapau the quaterpounder but we had to wait for it...coz Miri dont have that in the menu...weee....
So on the way to the apartment, my cousin told us that there was a truck on FIRE!!! You can feel the heat when you pass by the truck. However, when we pass the place the bomba was putting off the fire already....and we had traffic jam at 12.30am!!!! some police go and do checking whatever...goodness. So Jon and I ate in the car. It was an Unser.
So the 2nd day begin. We went shopping at KLCC, One Utama, ermm...what's the other shopping complex name....ermmm....lupa pula me...!!! anyways then we go to book store...i mean BOOK STORES! just to buy Jon's book. And I bought myself some good books too. We use the LRT and also teksi then the bus. We went to the KL Tower, but, it was ranining so the cashier said that there was nothing to see there coz of the rain :( so we didnt go. After being in KL for soooooo long, that was the first time my cousin use the bus! LOL! so we brought her using the bus, coz her hubby had to look after their daughter(Jeannele). So we shop and shop and shop. The sales were crazzzzzy....I think i spent 1.5k just to shop and walk around there. Then we went home around 7pm then walk to Sunway Pyramid. And continued shopping and also watch the concert preparation for the Merdeka Night outside of Sunway. Was cool but didnt know what the band was singing....so pok. oh well... Then we arrived home around 11ish at night. Then Jon and I went swimming. That was a good one after one whole day walking in dust....
The next day, Sunday, me and Jon went to the city ourselves. Hahahaha...So we took bus to go to the town to take LRT. and that was the 1st time we both walk alone in KL without anyone guiding us. But the LRT system was good so we put our faith and trust to the LRT system to bring us back home...ahahaha....so we manage to go around town like we own the place..LOL! was fun. Exploring the unknown. Next trip would be Medan. So i am doing my travelling check now. Passport, Tickets, Hotel booking, and also some info on the places where we are going which is the Lake Toba. Woohoooo...

Friday, August 29, 2008

Why is the Church Silent

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WOW! It has been a long long time that i didnt update my blog. Busy with work and more work. Well I was trying to do my website and turn it into a blog kinda thing but then not sure on how to do that. So i cant use it for now. BUMMER!
There were lots going on in life within this period of time. Too many things in fact. Some were good some were bad. Well Jon has posted some in his blog about the things that we are fighting for...not just for the fun of it but we beleive it is the right thing to do and its foolish to just fake it and also to just 'suffer for righteousness'. Bluek! What an ass to whomever said that. That's the most ridiculous thing i have ever heard!Dont remember us being prosecuted yet? And we have to suffer because our fellow brethren wants us to live in such a poor condition? weee...Think again.
What is going to happen to the church today? Is the church inviting people or discouraging people? It is so sad to see what is happening now. We can do something but we are not doing anything..How long do we have to make a difference all by ourself? How long do we have to be alone in doing things? It is really frustrating. The things that really is disturbing me is that...WHY IS THE CHURCH SILENT!!!!!! I am not talking about the buidling def. But WHERE ARE MY LEADERS!!!!????? Arrrgggghhhhh....WHAT WENT WRONG!?

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

www.unfinishedquests.com

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hahahaha...i am in a process of doing my website...which i am not sure exactly on how to do it tho....weee.....any help would be appreciated..lmao! u have my msn so hollar

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

EYM Leader's Retreat

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After a long time of not having any break not thinking of work and stuff, I finally had it. It was really a refreshing time for me personally. After going through all the hustle and the bustle of the city and also the hectic working environment in the office, it was surely a great rest for me.
We had our retreat at the Gua Long House. I thought that it was far, then i found out that it was only like 30minutes drive from town. Ceh...hahaha....That place is like toooooooo goooood for a retreat. Why? because there is basically nothing for you to see there, except for the forest and also the resort long house concept. There were no keropok!!!! I just couldnt believe the canteen! So yea...you will really need to concerntrate on the activities you have there. No distraction. hahaha....Good thing still got handphone conection. I will get the photo updates as soon as i have it with me.